Im lost, im confused
too much hurt, too much pain
the cost, i refuse
i fear, i wait
Oh whats the use, i cant do this anymore...

I cant believe shes gone
My whole life awaits me
of pain and misery
What have I done?
Theres pain youll never see.

Too much pain
In this life for tomorrow
Will I ever gain
and end this sorrow?

I asked for marriage
Cause my feelings are forever
They will not be gone
in this lifetime, ever.

No one understands
I have nothing left
Its truth no one believes
they say its for the best

My love is eternal
in this life and the next
All I want is hope
Dont take that too,
im trying my best

*sigh*
I have nothing to say.
My lifes too shady.
Cant live this way.
I love you Katie.

Have you ever had truth noone believed?
Have you ever had done what noone concieved?
This is my life
Ive lost my wife.
Ive lost my dreams
because of my screams

I can do it right
forever this time
Its in my sight
just need a sign

My heart crys out
to never let go
I want to shout
I love you so

My life has changed
So much so sudden
With everything that ranged
From life to nothin

I cannot sleep
I cannot eat
I cry and wheep
I lie in heat

We had something so wonderful, so great
And then one day
Its all taken away
Because I failed, I hid, I hate.

No more
those feeling will be
That much, im sure.
Just wish she would see.

Im nothing without her
Shes my life, my body, and soul
I wish I had the things that were
With my love, my happiness, and goal

Its true this time
Its pained to me
Its time to shine
Just try to see

Cant live like this
I know whats right
Cant take what is
Im ending the fight.

Forever in a life
Ill wonder what if
She was supposed to be my wife
Now shes hurt and pushed to the cliff

I want to save her
For my life as well as hers
Perhaps im the one needing the saving
I need her back, the rest of my life is caving

I need a chance
to show my truth
I need to dance
with pride and youth.

Theres so much
That means to me
A simple touch
A new world youll see

If hope is lost
it cannot be
a hard cost
to show you, youll see

I know in ways
my mindset is true
Ive waited days
to speak to you

With all the pain
and agony
Its not in vain
just try, youll see

I let you do
what you had to do
Its my turn now
just let me, ill bow

Im all alone
In this world again
My love was not shown
Ill pay the price, you win.

My rage is gone
Theres nothing to say
I had the one
and let her slip away