Poems for your deepest emotions

This is a site of all poems I have written, about my deepest emotions.

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Monday, February 03, 2003

All hopes and dreams
Just walked out the door
Forever it seems
Just what is it for?

I will forever have the dream, that one day she will walk through that door with open arms and we will begin our lives together. A new life, a happy life , a peaceful life...forever...

Sunday, February 02, 2003

Well...I suppose that there can be an occasional post that isnt a poem....there will still be a daily poem tho...i promise.

You ever notice that when something dreadful happens to you in your life nearly every song on the radio somehow relates to it. Ive heard so many songs today about guys losing their girls. Talking about "Ill never let you down, even if I could" by 3 Doors Down, and almost the whole Default song called Deny...goes something like this...

Today I woke up and you were gone
The whole day wondering what I did wrong
It's like I'm falling from a mountaintop
My heart keeps pounding and it won't stop

Can you see this hell I'm living
I'm not giving up

Will you crawl to me
Will you fall with me
I'll never crawl to you
I've done it all for you

Well don't deny
The hand that feeds you needs you
Oh god I'd die to try to
Finally please you

There goes a piece of me
Will I cease to be
I've never lied to you
Fought bled and died for you

Well don't deny
The hand that takes you breaks you
Oh god I'd die to try to
Finally please you

There she goes and I'm on the ground

That song is almost word for word my exact experience. I dont want to live regreting the rest of my life like all these guys man. Ok im getting too mushy, im going to stop resiting these before I get too upset. *sigh* This sucks so bad. Life sucks man then you die. I want my baby back...
Im out of energy
theres nothing left
Im here like infantry
Just marching towards death

I see no use
In my words of truth
I feel the pain
Of nothing to gain

My heart that mattered
to someone so far
Has now been shattered
By the one called darkstar

Ive tried and tried
To plead the truth
Ive cried and cried
But whats the use.

It is my fault
That she leads the way
I let her down
Nearly every day

I put myself here
In this world of hurt
Its the life that I fear
I just cant live with this dirt.

There are no words that can say
There is not enough sorrow to pay
I love her more each day
And have to push myself away.