Thankful

I sit alone on the side of my bed
Wondering what had become
What was meant?
I hang my head bracing it with my hands
How could this happen?
My heart beats harder at the thought
A tear runs down my cheek
I sigh desperately
I was alone so long
So many nights thinking I belong that way
So many times I gripped my pillow and cried
I wished for someone to help me
Someone please take me away from this
All this pain I feel
Is there any other way?
And there you are
Your pain I can feel
Your eyes dripped with the same tears
How oddly our pains collide
You hurt , you cry…
I loose myself in your silent beauty
I want to help you make it all go away
I look to you as you look to me
Where have you been?
I need you as you need me
A wondering hope to feel one day
I blinding pain for you
And then you said
What never thought to be said again
You said what made me forget what loneliness was
You said you loved me…
And I love you…

-C.S.

Sometimes I fee like that puzzle piece that doesn't quite seem to fit anywhere...I fake it real well, making it look like I could be "that piece" in several places, and I keep getting picked up because people are excited and think I'm going to fit...but come to find out I'm the WRONG piece

So lately, I've been wonderin
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone, you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
And between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out
The way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
Well I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

Runaway with my heart
Runaway with my hope
Runaway with my love

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart and your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go

Endless Hope

All is lost with no doubt much sorrow
I sway in the winds my hopes for tomorrow
A fight for sanity to proceed with life
To be someday no longer will I live in strife

-C.S.