ill not write anymore after this
ill not
i never meant to hurt anyone
never
i just needed to let out my thoughts
if it makes you feel better
ive deleted everything
all that ive struggled through the past few months
i shall keep to paper and pen now
and pray that no one would take a peep
i write on paper too actually
even now

my eyes are really painful
i cant cry anymore
i have nothing left in me
ill make calls now if i have to
ill call adrian
ill call chin
but who would i call what im upset over them both?
who would spare me some time?
:: liying 9:00 AM [+] ::
...

i did something without thinking
i did something which hurt people i love
:: liying 8:55 AM [+] ::

And everyone made me feel like I was the only one that tried to express myself online...This person is just like me...such a shame whats been lost...such a shame...