Disappointment

You looked in my eyes
You told me that you loved me
My heart still crys
From the lies you could never see

I took your hand
With my body and soul
And now your gone again
But this time the pain takes control

My heart is an open book
Bleeding the passion thats been torn away
No use for words
Nobody understands

I care not for the pain
I care not for the past
This time it left a stain
A grewsome fight to last

Will you be there?
Will you remember me?
Forever lost in your stare
But although I know the pains youve risen from
Someday...you will see...
This is whats best for me.

-C.S.

I'm so tired of being here

supressed by all my childish fears

and if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

'cause your presence still lingers here

and it won't leave me alone

these wounds won't seem to heal

this pain is just too real

there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

and I held your hand through all of these years

but you still have me

all of me

you used to captivate me

by your resonating light

now I'm bound by the life you've left behind

your face it hurts

my once pleasant dreams

your voice it chased away

all the sanity in me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

but though you're still with me

I've been alone all along...