Cry

The words stream through my mind
Sitting quietly though screaming inside
My soul bleeds, lost in frozen time
Overflowing with memories that for years I've tried to hide

You say I have no right
I am conquered by your temarity
and will never survive another endless fight
The trainwreck is coming to steal my sanity

You have come so close to slipping
and still swear you'll never give into it all
It won't be long before you start tripping
Reality will snap your neck as you begin to fall

The devil will laugh as you plunge into the darkness
Watching you burn in the hell they've created
Abandoned by reason you've succumbed to the night
Lost in a world that you know was never right

Sleep has been taken from me
Yet still I remain in a nightmare
I tell myself that this cannot be
Watching you die so slowly is a sight I cannot bear

Overcome by a pain you cannot stand
How you've come here you don't know
You are helpessly lost in a foreign land
The ties are broken; you have nowhere to go

I have become surrounded by realized fears
and swept away by your foolish pride.
While trying to dry your tears
I've become flooded by thoughts of suicide.

And now I must stand back and watch you die
Though the thought of it I cannot stand
I want so much to break down and cry
Though I will always be here to hold your hand

I don't have the strength to save you
Nor the courage to leave it be
The truth is I'll always love you
In the end I hope atleast this you'll see

-Stephanie April