My hell is my Reality

Im conquered and lost
Im all alone
Ive forgotten what was
And am on my own

There was a time when serenity was mine
There was a time that I wasn’t confined
Every day from my waking moment
I feel the pain and plead with content

Please take me away
Take me away from my whole life
Save me from this hell I live
I believe that I’ve died once already
I must have sinned a sin of unforbidden forgiveness
And this is my punishment…this is my hell.
For all eternity

-C.S.

Pain

With this pain
I see no light
Every day I strain
And try to fight

I’m losing this battle
Of life, theres no end

Im riding a horse with no saddle
On my way to hell

I feel a void, an empty heart awaits
I’m lost and alone
My future holds black traits
Things I wouldn’t have cared to have never known

This is my life
A dark hole of emptiness
When will it end?
When will it end?

I wallow in self doubt
Will I make it through this?
I don’t even want to
MY heart is bleeding
You wont understand
Nobody will,
Im all alone…

-C.S.