Memories...

Sometimes a whisper in the heart of night can put at ease all the wishes of a caring person who would stop all of existence, to secure someone’s happiness.

Instead there is silence, only to hear are the shrieking sounds of the emptiness around you.

You crawl lifelessly to reach a helping hand but it’s torn away from you as if you had no standing as a man.

A sigh desperately from your lungs as if they are pleading with you to end the anxiety that leaves you in restless morning.

The growl of your anger grows.

Your hands begin to shake, the growl gets bigger and stronger until in one breath you let out this howling pain that has plagued you.

Only to realize that it is only a temporary relief,
of the suffering that still continues.

Depressed now you walk to a corner to find your angel,
once met its up to you to take its hand.

And with your last ounce of courage your pain ends..

-C.S.

My brain exam

I decided to take a break from a poem for a sec and post this. I thought it was interesting. I took this exam and got these results...i found it relevant to this website.

Chris, you show a slight right-hemisphere dominance with a moderate preference for auditory processing, an unusual and somewhat paradoxical combination of characteristics.
You are drawn to a random and sometimes nonchalant synthesis of material. You learn as it seems important to a specific situation, and might even develop a resentment of others who attempt to direct your learning down a specific channel.
Your right-hemispheric dominance provides a structure that is only loosely organized and one which processes entire swatches of reality, overlooking details. You are emotional in your reactions and perceptual more than logical in your approach, although you can impose structure and a language base when necessary.
Your auditory preference, on the other hand, implies that you process information sequentially and unidimensionally. This combination of right-brain and auditory modes creates conflict, as you want to process data more rapidly than your natural processes allow.
Your tendency to be creative and free-flowing is accompanied by sufficient ability to organize and be logical, allowing you a reasonable degree of success in a number of different endeavors. You take in information methodically and systematically which can then be synthesized rapidly. In this manner, you manage to function consistently well, although certainly less efficiently than you desire.
You prefer the abstract and are a theoretician at heart while retaining the ability to be practical. You find the symbolism in a great deal of what you encounter and are something of a "mystic."
With regards to your lifestyle, you have the mentality which would be good as a philosopher, writer, journalist, or instructor, or possibly as a systems designer or social worker. Perhaps most important is your ability to "listen to your inner voice" as a mode of skipping over unnecessary steps to achieve your goals.

With you looking at me
You make me feel high
Every single thing you do to me
Is like I'm drunk.

-DMB