Lost Cause

What a hesitant life to live
I strive to smile
Never shy to give
Seems like such a long long mile

So many chances for fun
So much time for nothing
Sometimes I want to run
Then I find ive got something

What? it has no meaning
It is not life that holds me back
Sometimes its as if im screening
And get lost in all the black

Some say im too nice
Some say im too sad
Truth is, im like ice
Im slick, not mad

Its funny to think
You all want me
But subject yourselves
To things benieth me

Im a picture of the thought
Im a sign of what you could of had
Im a guy you can taunt
with no care of the being mad

Its you who leave me
All you who want me
Im so great to you all
And yet you say that im too good?
what a ball

You even say that you love me
Every one of you
Someday youll be able to see
Love is drowning, and so are you.

Maybe I deserve you
Maybe its my time to shine
Maybe I should be the one
That takes what is finally mine

There goes a saying
Nice guys finish last
But there is no race worth being
and this is where I say that it is my past

-C.S.