I dont know...

Im so sorry for the things that ive done
I dont know what to say anymore
Its not like I want a gun
I just got stressed and wasnt sure

Too many troubles for me right now
Ive been through so much
Nobody can understand how
but i dont know what it is about your touch

Im lost sometimes
i dont know what to do
Im not what everyone thinks I am
But how can I show that its true?

Im not sad
Im not mad
Im not angry
just loney

I realize that I cant show my happiness
Its happened before
Im not caught up in any madness
I jsut dont know what to do...

The Let Down

There was a hope
Without a lost tomorrow
No temptations by this rope
or an endless sorrow

Welcomed here with open arms
My heart was lifted from the mud it was burried
Mystified by your charms
I was lost and love was hurried

Im not what you want
I hear it everyday
My features do not comply
So what more is there to say

-C.S.

Delightful Hope...

There is light
on this darkened moon
Dont live in fright
Relief will come soon

Hold your head up high
and never ever cry
Trust and try
and relief will come soon

There is a hand that rocks the cradle
There is a answer to every wish
There is a smile for all of sadness
And youve given me that hope, to end all this madness

Since I met you
I forgot the feeling of pain
It came without a bit of strain
Ive been happy because of you

Thank you for your time
Thank you for your love
As I watch the time unwind
I will remember this sweet dove

So go about your life
and do as you see fit
jsut always remember
Ill be here, if you decide to quit

Dedicated - A.M.A
-C.S.