What have I done...

With this confusion that is left behind
And all my worries aren’t hard to find
I spend my time thinking about you
I never know just what to do

I cry and cry and try some more
And I fail to realize you’re at the door
I never meant to hurt you
I’d give my life just so you’d know its true

I bring things up that are hard for you
I try to forget, it’s hard for me too
I’ve had many downs at times in my life
But you have to know I want you as my wife

I feel like you settled for me
I’m not what you want and never to be
I hold high the expectations of truth.
What will come in our future without youth?

My heart drips of sadness, pain, and fear.
I often wonder just why I’m here.
I look in your eyes and that’s when I know
Its you I live for, my dreams have come to show.

There are plenty of unsettled times
But you’re the one, I’ve seen the signs
I’ve never felt like this before
What’s mine is yours, lets even the score.

08/25/2002

-C.S.

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-C.S.